e hënë, 06 korrik 2009

wow... no. 290...

How amazing for me to just realise that im like 10 more entries (after this entry) to entry no. 300?!?! What a long way i have gone haha, and all that from talking about gibberish and crap. Maybe my crapping skills is still somewhere, kept away, which i need to dig out again, for preparation to writing essays and reports when i start school (dunno where though) again...

Feels very 'itch' and 'uncomfortable' for me to have plans, whether or not last minute, with friends being restricted cause of home. Never felt this way last time, probably cause i din use to have friends that always goes out. Not that i dun like being around family, but its a different kinda company, and a different kinda treatment. Its like, at home, i, 'automatically' switch mode to being the spoilt pampered brat, which is opposite when im out with friends. Its like from the young and stupid boy, to the serious old man that kinda difference haha..

What's more, all of a sudden, all my siblings have got themselves attached (in hopes that they, any family members, do NOT read this). Which in the first place i should not be surprised since we are like of that age already. But its like causing my mom to grip a little more on me as though im like her only child left haha, yet she somehow also thinks that im attached lol

Baa... did i mention i hate block leaves... i think i did, but i'd probably say it again.. its just too god damn boring..

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